So much to do, so little time.

Ah. I've had much time to reflect in the past hour. Sometimes it feels as if my mind is racing 1000 MPH! It's ridiculous. But anyway...
This past week has been really humbling.
-I dropped out of my math class because I just don't have the time to invest in learning the subject. I understand it mildly, but I'm not allowing it to settle in to fully understand. It's not that I don't want to learn it, it's just that I simply do not have the time to. I've never been good at math, but I like to think that I can do it all. I'm beginning to realize that I can do it all, just not all at the same time. I'm taking on too much, and many have told me that no one can handle that. I wanted to prove that I could. Who am I kidding? Myself.
-The more I seem to try to do at work, it seems as if it's not enough, or the work I've done is disappointing. And frankly, that disappoints me. I work hard and I'm trying to please everyone (which I know is impossible). It bothers me when people tell me that I'm passing my work onto others. I'm totally not. I mean, if I am, I don't mean to. I just wish everyone could understand one another. Oh well, I'll just keep trying. Tomorrow is another day. I will accomplish all that I want to.

To do (school):
-Psych test Monday 10/20. (Study)
-Photography book report presentation Monday 10/22. (Practice speech)
-Process film for Frame assignment in Photography Monday 10/22(Due 10/27).
-Speech test Wednesday 10/22. (Study, Chapter journals due 10/22, Flash Cards due 10/27)
-Keep up on my Dream Journal for class.

To do (work):
-Housekeeping (Dusting, polishing, tagging)
-Reorganize Living (make layout plan)
-Clean up Clearance
-Build ( 2 chairs, sideboard, pub set, file cart, bed frame)
-Organize stockroom
-Make homes for incoming stock (check detail list)
-Clean mirrors

To do (home):
-Clean (dust, vacuum, sweep/mop)
-Laundry
-Put away Laundry
-Dishes
-Organize office
-Clean my car (outside and inside)

I hope this week goes by quickly. I can't wait to be Wilford Brimley.
Which reminds me...

To do (halloween)
-bake cookies.
-decorate space.
-buy costume (flannel shirt, vest, khaki pants, already have the hat)

Man, my brother's girlfriend had surgery on Thursday. I've been meaning to call her and send her flowers. I hope she's not mad. Bah, I hate forgetting. I realized I'm broke too, maybe she'll accept painted flowers instead. haha. At least they last longer.